Chapter I_School

Summer Holidays, bending rules,
Glass of milk, black shoes,
Late to school, morning blues,
Trip to zoo, honking car pool

Smiling strangers, wierd noise
First abuse, new joy
Breaking rulers, set theory
Chalk powder, duster toy

Poster man, churan guy,
1:20, canteen chow,
Relay race, First fight,
Girls on da other side

B'day parties,Treat treat!!!
Hallmark,socials,KJ,KY,
First date, special call,
First CD, school belt and tie

VP call, house match score
You're here!!! conc. H2 SO4,
Night-out, mail id's,
Trip taking,Osama, 9/11

First cell,first mall, Nicco park,
Innocent dolls,
Career, stream, future, man,
College, fast food, Coke can

Bunking classes, football matches,
TK,Dubey,Modex,PK Dey,
Peer pressure, MTV,
Back then we lived life our way

Henry, Floyd, Limp Bizkit, LP,
Heart break, trust, love and bliss,
Darjeeling, Kalimpong, Manali, Nainital, Vaastav, PJ's,
Metallica, Hrithik, Me and DJ???

Head-banging, psy, rap n house,
Late night calls, Jerry the Mouse,
GI-Joe, Monopoly, Hot wheels, and He-man,
Let's reminisce it as much as we can

Time's a changin'
Hair styles fadin'
For the next part of 'our' story
Wait and be patient...

Hurt

I have fallen in love with these lyrics.....very close.....

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


Dont think Now......:)

Every [.....]

This one's basically jotted keeping in mind the Vodafone theme....the new one [happy to help],just coudnt get it off my mind.....n also special mention of Divya for reviving ['inspire' more relevant] the desire in me to write again.....the words r really really simple....n jus came about with the flow.....

Every morning ,beside my side
You'll be there,I don't ask why?
Bright lights; what you are
Reaching you soon,now not that far

Every where the streets are same
The alleys,the path,the bye-lanes
The boulevard's getting shorter
The vision of your brain

Every face I see, it makes me smile
There ain't a bigger lie
And when It's your face I see...
I'll tell you when you tell me

Every deed I do,it's for the good
I would be GOD,if that were true
The mass is selfish,the intent is blind
You're the worst cuz you think you're kind

Every day I feel it's still the same
I keep marching ahead and back in vain
Time keeps ticking ahead
And that's all you gain

Every song I sing I sing for you
These five words I bring to you
Yes I know it's the wrong count
But it's you,the sadist,that makes me frown

Every time I write
Time passes by
Never to return;no heed, no call
Nothing but the lie
Time is something that may change me
But I cant change time
That's why I'm still writing
This eternal Rhyme

Every right I speak is left alone,
Like the little kid without a home
Like Time words don't come back
That's why I'm taking time to write

[ Every poem I write,I write to you
Every rhyme I think,it rhymes with you
Every beat I hear,it comes from you
If you don't believe,do write one too]

Game - over.....!!!!!!!

I Wanna Play A Game With You.......

People say "life is a game" I believe its so true....and there's more .....there have been various feelings/emotions which I have gone thru over da past week which in a way is quite normal but at times not at those inexorbitant levels to screw your mind up in those eternal moments of the unhabituated...realization,chaste,love,new found friendship,past memories,anger,isolation,dependence,warrior,race,pitch,eagerness.....
all of dem and counting...

It all started from a series of a particular kind of movie....highly unlikely?????.....SAW it is....for all those fans out der I'm sure u'll understand straight away and you can skip this para altogether...or b more passionate abt it...
ders so much in da concept behnd this apart frm da "Gore factor" [which after a point becomes part and parcel]...no not Mr.Al...the concept basically being about how one's life is at his own hands and the only way he can undo his mistakes is by recieving pain and sacrificing of certain degrees and magnitude...

Its all abt "mind games".....the craziness....the Jigsaw.....how much one values his life,actions,deeds,Time,people,surroundings,Decisions,lives.....more and MORE!!!How much do we realize,repent and reminisce.....Do we require someone to make us aware of this bitter and unpopular feeling of truth.....????If yes.....then SAW is da way ahead.....

If you WIN.....ur a better being.....if not then...

It's Game-OVER!!!

This Game-OVER is not restricted to our lives only......but also to lost time....which I just realised.....regrets and complaints.....value of time....which is not gonna turn back creating the same environment and more importantly da same people...but by da time we realise that it's yes Game-OVER!!!.....speak to people you want to.....dnt wait for a particular god send moment.....the time u speak that itself "is the moment".....u never kno about tomorrow or or a minute later also.....another potential n genuine friend gone out da window....go weep on the laptop.....

Sorry Game-OVER!!!

Some times one has to take decisions.....for people,groups,clans.....Yourself!!!......its about weightage....about repercussions,future,sentiments,mob mentality.....

At times its about lockin yourself in a dark room....n while ur in der...u wonder hows the light outisde and wen can u shine out der.....but Decisions it is my Friend.....thats why they are called decisions.....regret or ignore it's always...

Game-OVER!!!

dnt kno how to end this piece of my mind.....so lets just say...till another Crossroad...

"Game-OVER"!!!

Winter of '07

At times [as I have already written]......one does not know the value of things till they r not taken away........or disappear.......

This winter I met some of them.........ppl very close to my heart.......spent time with them.....now thts life.....:)

saw the biryani plaza of India.......Hyderabad......nice city......had higher xpectations though.......

Back in cal for da new years met ppl frm skool......it was a nice feeling.....the same people........it's all the same;only the scenes have changed......Mr.JoVI.....was rite...

Overall a great ending to greater year......hope da next one's even better man....all geared.........:)

Hiatu$...

The last time I contributed to my own blog was at 1:47pm on the 10th of August...reasons aplenty....

~Lack of time.....as relatively busier schedule now.....
~Other priorities.....[shud kill myslef for writing this].....or rather after i post this one...:)
~Found more interstin website links n LAN games to take over free time.....[if there is any at this place].....

But the most significant reason i would say is none of the above...[my fav opton in CAT exams].......

On a more serious note[pad]...

Sometimes you just don't want to think and fill up your web log...mayb der r no thoughts worth writing abt.....if thts da case....it wud mean tht I'm a time Murderer and self destroyer....even if der r thoughts you just can't put dem down.....its der but not der.....it matters bu not ne more......thts wat I wud like to believe....for the time bein atleast....

N der r times wen jus cant stop thinkin n writin n thinkin then writin sum more n then only writin as it jus comes naturally and the words keep gettin typed...."JUST LIKE THIS...s.d.grw.cgj.t....s.fs..s........srry.......:)

This is one of those times as u must hav already guessed by the lenght of this post.
Though der r sum meaningful things which I wud want to talk about....feelings...

It's cliche wen u hear that "you know the actual value of sumthing wen it's not with you"...but it cudnt b more true....

Over the past few months I hav felt this.....whether it b parents[family],friends,times,experiences,environment......not to misinterpret that my time here is relatively worse off.....I'm lovin it.....:)

Even a short duration of feelin of detachment frm sumthng close to ur heart [no matter how artifcial it mite b].....can make one realize the value and importance of something.

At times ppl disappoint me with their thought process and outlook....but then without that the world wud b so bland and i like Spice......I have tried to shorten the duration of burden and carried on waste thoughts.....[operations lectures ppl].....I'm learning.....dnt know da pace though.....:)

As of now it's end terms,House music,group work [nething but that],"random" and "arbit" chllin......to the "Major Level".....
Very happy that a very close friend of mine got engaged....n have trips lined for the comin season....Travellin....yeah!!!!

Dnt know wen i wud write next.....mite be next year or cud b after a few hours itself......Were u listenin???

$till WalKinG...

Well the path is da same.....but yes it's far more greener and cleaner than I had thought and said...

Its been almost 2 months now and it feels like something like 8 [I dont know how I came up with this digit in particular].This place surely "rocks" and I'm happy I ended up here rather than a place which would have got my expectations running sky high just to disappoint me further...

I believe if one wants to and possesses the willingness to, can learn a lot of varied things in these 2 years given the platform.Or one can just be with the mindset of attaining theoritical knowledge.I think I have alredy made some fantastic and excellent friends here which would make this phase of the journey even more enjoyable.



The best part so far has been the fact that I have got involved in areas which truly are my passions[read:media,PR,drums,music,DJyin,soccer,games] and I enjoy pursuing them not considering them as work.One also has to prioritize his time involvement as there is lots on the plate,but limited space in the stomach.Asking myself what is it that I want....

Those late night walks,nights on the terrace luking at da sky,maggi and NP in the canteen.....or FA classes.....[soon to be replaced by Marketing].


Shine on you crazy DiamonD...

more later....:)