Pursuit of Happyness...

Far away in the distant land,
The Sun shines brighter than here,
You don't seem to have been there,
But you are sure to know

You travel to that distant point,
Which made you feel so low,
Now you see another one,
Which has an even brighter glow

Still passionate, vision ahead,
The path is crooked, your mind is set,
Bag full of sunshine, bread and stick,
Treading on the Alchemist's trick

You reach the junction, the green is gone,
It's like the one before,
You wished you'd known

Will is brittle, but you're strong,
Know you ain't right, neither is it wrong,
Last gasp of courage, body and soul,
Set out for that final goal

This has to be it, no further trick,
Joy and Happiness, dearly missed,

Oh' Lord
I've travelled the world and seven seas
The nine planets, days and weeks,
Where I can I find it that makes me smile
The last I remember, when I was a child

Dear Son,
Firstly, you're still a child,
In the Lord's eyes you're still wise,
Go, return to that place you started from,
Everything's there what you're looking for,
Greed and jealousy I did not provide,
Contentment, one should strive

Sorry Lord, but I am weak,
Peace, I know now, resides in my plea,
I'll spread this message through this song,
Your light and Man's wrong

Chapter III_B School

Percentile cracked, call converted,
The news took some time
In the end it was worth it

Hostel callin', baarish fallin'
New faces, past traces,
Campus life, Wi-Fi,
Grass was greener on this side

Intro time, dunkin' style
Media & PR, class CR,
"Nao change in asset, nao change in liability"
MBA = Faffin' ability

Jhabier walk, chalk talk,
Term I, run lola run,
Sanjay bhaina and mess bills,
X- Cafe, on top "Skill"

'Respect', NFS in QM- II,
DJyin' with the JLT crew,
Xsys had our nights alive,
SAXIM was on overdrive

C.Q.P.I, AIS, gtalk, ping!!!
Summers, seniors, kotwal sings,
PB, hollywood, seen n 'SAW',
Badminton court in one call

B-block, family, 162-181,
Nimbu pani, maggi, stomach burns,
Freud, Kotler, Buffa Sarin,
Word, Excel, SPSS ----> day dreams

World issues, 4P's, marketing,
Quizzes, GK, global warming,
STD calls, run-down halls,
i- Ball blasts, snacks @ 5,
Alarm rings, knock on the door, "Are you alive ?"

OBL, FIFA, Wal-mart, stu mail,
B'day song, Xpressions on,
Baton passed, MBA done,
Farewell guys, see you on the next run...

Chapter II_College

Here's the middle point from where I stand now
What goes around; comes all the way back around

Standing in queues,interview flu,
6a.m.-9:40, military school,
Summer mornings, dogs and me,
Winter ones, even dogs flee

Hot samosas, day department,
Bye-pass wind, CCD stint,
Attendance issues, dizzy stir,
Roll no 180, Yes SIR!!!

Angel sent form, 3years saved,
Without AIESEC life seemed a waste
New group, chance pe daance,
Kya network hai, Sydney to France

EPL, Gunners, Orkut, Swades,
Lakshya, Park St, Scrapbook, Momo place,
Part I, Biographies, shirt craze,
Introducing to you now the official RAT race

The bitchy CAT, the squeky meow,
You get the persentile, no one asks how,
Life = 4 options, True/False,
The only line, " Did you get a call?"

CD collection, beer mild,
Part II form, Shisha nights,
Skolling, roll calls, @ jives,
Conference, meetings, youngistan vibes

F.R.I.E.N.D.S., Prison Break, Leno n Seinfeld,
SN, The Force, IC at Agra held,
Days became nights and nights to days,
Life became nothing but the Crystal Maze

Cafeteria, Gupta's, KFC,
Badminton, FIFA, MSN till 3,
Uncertain, unemployed, one vision,
All I could put in was blood, sweat, tears for one reason

Chapter I_School

Summer Holidays, bending rules,
Glass of milk, black shoes,
Late to school, morning blues,
Trip to zoo, honking car pool

Smiling strangers, wierd noise
First abuse, new joy
Breaking rulers, set theory
Chalk powder, duster toy

Poster man, churan guy,
1:20, canteen chow,
Relay race, First fight,
Girls on da other side

B'day parties,Treat treat!!!
Hallmark,socials,KJ,KY,
First date, special call,
First CD, school belt and tie

VP call, house match score
You're here!!! conc. H2 SO4,
Night-out, mail id's,
Trip taking,Osama, 9/11

First cell,first mall, Nicco park,
Innocent dolls,
Career, stream, future, man,
College, fast food, Coke can

Bunking classes, football matches,
TK,Dubey,Modex,PK Dey,
Peer pressure, MTV,
Back then we lived life our way

Henry, Floyd, Limp Bizkit, LP,
Heart break, trust, love and bliss,
Darjeeling, Kalimpong, Manali, Nainital, Vaastav, PJ's,
Metallica, Hrithik, Me and DJ???

Head-banging, psy, rap n house,
Late night calls, Jerry the Mouse,
GI-Joe, Monopoly, Hot wheels, and He-man,
Let's reminisce it as much as we can

Time's a changin'
Hair styles fadin'
For the next part of 'our' story
Wait and be patient...

Hurt

I have fallen in love with these lyrics.....very close.....

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


Dont think Now......:)

Every [.....]

This one's basically jotted keeping in mind the Vodafone theme....the new one [happy to help],just coudnt get it off my mind.....n also special mention of Divya for reviving ['inspire' more relevant] the desire in me to write again.....the words r really really simple....n jus came about with the flow.....

Every morning ,beside my side
You'll be there,I don't ask why?
Bright lights; what you are
Reaching you soon,now not that far

Every where the streets are same
The alleys,the path,the bye-lanes
The boulevard's getting shorter
The vision of your brain

Every face I see, it makes me smile
There ain't a bigger lie
And when It's your face I see...
I'll tell you when you tell me

Every deed I do,it's for the good
I would be GOD,if that were true
The mass is selfish,the intent is blind
You're the worst cuz you think you're kind

Every day I feel it's still the same
I keep marching ahead and back in vain
Time keeps ticking ahead
And that's all you gain

Every song I sing I sing for you
These five words I bring to you
Yes I know it's the wrong count
But it's you,the sadist,that makes me frown

Every time I write
Time passes by
Never to return;no heed, no call
Nothing but the lie
Time is something that may change me
But I cant change time
That's why I'm still writing
This eternal Rhyme

Every right I speak is left alone,
Like the little kid without a home
Like Time words don't come back
That's why I'm taking time to write

[ Every poem I write,I write to you
Every rhyme I think,it rhymes with you
Every beat I hear,it comes from you
If you don't believe,do write one too]

Game - over.....!!!!!!!

I Wanna Play A Game With You.......

People say "life is a game" I believe its so true....and there's more .....there have been various feelings/emotions which I have gone thru over da past week which in a way is quite normal but at times not at those inexorbitant levels to screw your mind up in those eternal moments of the unhabituated...realization,chaste,love,new found friendship,past memories,anger,isolation,dependence,warrior,race,pitch,eagerness.....
all of dem and counting...

It all started from a series of a particular kind of movie....highly unlikely?????.....SAW it is....for all those fans out der I'm sure u'll understand straight away and you can skip this para altogether...or b more passionate abt it...
ders so much in da concept behnd this apart frm da "Gore factor" [which after a point becomes part and parcel]...no not Mr.Al...the concept basically being about how one's life is at his own hands and the only way he can undo his mistakes is by recieving pain and sacrificing of certain degrees and magnitude...

Its all abt "mind games".....the craziness....the Jigsaw.....how much one values his life,actions,deeds,Time,people,surroundings,Decisions,lives.....more and MORE!!!How much do we realize,repent and reminisce.....Do we require someone to make us aware of this bitter and unpopular feeling of truth.....????If yes.....then SAW is da way ahead.....

If you WIN.....ur a better being.....if not then...

It's Game-OVER!!!

This Game-OVER is not restricted to our lives only......but also to lost time....which I just realised.....regrets and complaints.....value of time....which is not gonna turn back creating the same environment and more importantly da same people...but by da time we realise that it's yes Game-OVER!!!.....speak to people you want to.....dnt wait for a particular god send moment.....the time u speak that itself "is the moment".....u never kno about tomorrow or or a minute later also.....another potential n genuine friend gone out da window....go weep on the laptop.....

Sorry Game-OVER!!!

Some times one has to take decisions.....for people,groups,clans.....Yourself!!!......its about weightage....about repercussions,future,sentiments,mob mentality.....

At times its about lockin yourself in a dark room....n while ur in der...u wonder hows the light outisde and wen can u shine out der.....but Decisions it is my Friend.....thats why they are called decisions.....regret or ignore it's always...

Game-OVER!!!

dnt kno how to end this piece of my mind.....so lets just say...till another Crossroad...

"Game-OVER"!!!